It’s a grand time to be living

This weekend I’m struggling to keep up with finals and my coursework, my job at the mall, and my job at the campus newspaper. I’m dropping the ball everywhere and all I can manage to do is fuck everything up and make everyone’s life difficult. I don’t know how people manage to balance everything. I’m … Continue reading

The Clarity a Cup of Coffee Brings

It’s really crazy  just how much can change in a year. I turned 22 last Friday. I feel like just last year, I was 20 and somehow skipped being 21. Years keep crawling on. Every year I get older, it seems unreal that I’m still living. I feel more grown up now. My priorities are … Continue reading

Live Free

Not much for logical posts as of late, but thinking thoughts this morning and meditating has brought to my attention these gems of advice: 1) To truly live, you must learn to choose your life, the one you want and deal with the consequences as they come. 2)  There are actually NO rules for life. You … Continue reading

“This Right Here Will End Too Soon”

“Now I’ve reached my element, you’d better move over.” – Katy On A Mission by Katy B I feel terrible I haven’t updated in over a month! It’s been quite the adventure settling into Florence, though. I arrived here August 30th and it’s been amazing ever since. It’s truly changing my perspective on everything I … Continue reading

“So I sip his drink as I hold his gaze”

“When we erupt in to the room And hear the sub go boom A feeling easy to resume This right here I swear will end too soon So I sink in to the tune As I inhale the fume A feeling easy to resume This right here I swear will end to soon” – Katy … Continue reading

“All the other kids with the pumped up kicks”

“All the other kids with the pumped up kicks You’d better run, better run, outrun my gun All the other kids with the pumped up kicks You’d better run, better run, faster than my bullet” – Pumped Up Kicks by Foster The People Rawr. Today was long. Worked at 9:30, had to take a break … Continue reading

You Might Lose Your Faith In Science…

“..But when I let you down, look past your doubt just please, don’t lose your faith in me.” #np: Taking Back Sunday, Anberlin, Portugal. The Man. I don’t even know what or how to think right now. Hung out with N last night until 4am. We didn’t talk about anything serious, just enjoyed each other’s … Continue reading

“Don’t let your enemies become friends”

Just a quick update. I don’t even know where to begin. Finished reading “Add more -ing to your life”. Really great book. I definitely realize now that I manifest what I have in my life. I need to let go of my ego and choose love over fear. Tomorrow, (or later today) I’m going to … Continue reading

“A white blank page; and a swelling rage”

Sometimes I wonder about if my other blogs become popular that people I know might find this blog.. I don’t mind strangers reading about all of this, but there’s a reason why I blog under a different name. I don’t know. Anyways, I tried sleeping; didn’t really work. But I am in a better mood … Continue reading

“It’s just me, killing time, with you”

It’s been two weeks since I’ve written. So much has happened And so much hasn’t You can skip this stuff and read The good stuff: EPIPHANY BELOW, if you want, some of this stuff is just recap of my life, not so interesting. But my epiphany is :) So, Friday, the 24th, N & I … Continue reading