a matter of imaginary formalities; make a good impression

seconds, minutes, days tick by and it seems as if things are getting better and worse all at once had an appt with a therapist yesterday morning kind of put me in a funk for the rest of the day having someone else confirm what i’ve suspected all along is a hard truth to bear … Continue reading

It’s a grand time to be living

This weekend I’m struggling to keep up with finals and my coursework, my job at the mall, and my job at the campus newspaper. I’m dropping the ball everywhere and all I can manage to do is fuck everything up and make everyone’s life difficult. I don’t know how people manage to balance everything. I’m … Continue reading

“And It Feels Like I Am Just Too Close To Love You”

“And it feels like I am just too close to love you There’s nothing I can really say I can’t lie no more I can’t hide no more Got to be true to myself And it feels like I am just too close to love you So I’ll be on my way” -Too Close by … Continue reading

“You Suppose Robots Would Enjoy Listening To Music?”

“You suppose robots would enjoy listening to music? You figure that if robots are electronic creations they’d enjoy listening to electronic music. You think you could create a scientific synthetic. It would not only send our metal friends but would also be fascinating to human ears. You already have, it’s on the other side of … Continue reading

“He tore me apart because I really loved him.”

– Abducted by Cults #np: Mac Miller, Florence & The Machine, Cults Words come to my head at night. They stay a while and then float away. I feel like the only thing I have anymore are my thoughts. My mind feels like a safer place than the outside world. With (gasp!) people?! Sometimes it … Continue reading

“Lay me down. Let the only sound. Be the overflow”

“That’s what the water gave us So lay me down Let the only sound Be the overflow Pockets full of stones Lay me down Let the only sound Be the overflow” -What The Water Gave Me by Florence and the Machine #np: Florence & The Machine, Mac Miller, Coldplay I’ve been in it lately, thinking … Continue reading

Live Free

Not much for logical posts as of late, but thinking thoughts this morning and meditating has brought to my attention these gems of advice: 1) To truly live, you must learn to choose your life, the one you want and deal with the consequences as they come. 2)  There are actually NO rules for life. You … Continue reading

“So I sip his drink as I hold his gaze”

“When we erupt in to the room And hear the sub go boom A feeling easy to resume This right here I swear will end too soon So I sink in to the tune As I inhale the fume A feeling easy to resume This right here I swear will end to soon” – Katy … Continue reading

“And I can’t sleep alone at night, Yeah, you know what I mean”

I, I can’t take things slowly Come let away, that’s what they all do Help me cause I’m feeling shaky Tell me what’s wrong with my brain Cause I seem to have lost it Cause I am afraid of the light Yeah, you know what I mean And I can’t sleep alone at night Yeah, … Continue reading

“The train is riding, down to the station where you lived…”

“When we were school kids” -My Body by Young the Giant #np: A Tribe Called Quest, Cults, Young the Giant, Mumford & Sons Officially declared my major yesterday. Then sat at a coffee shop for an hour, just to think. Went and saw the documentary for A Tribe Called Quest. They’re an amazing hip-hip/rap group … Continue reading