“Am I free or am I tied up?”

My dog snores.

– Animal by Miike Snow I am tired. I feel a heaviness all around me. It’s days like these that I wish I could be happy & grateful for all that I have. But it’s especially difficult today. I am scared of moving forward. I move into a new place tomorrow. And I am terrified. … Continue reading

“He tore me apart because I really loved him.”

– Abducted by Cults #np: Mac Miller, Florence & The Machine, Cults Words come to my head at night. They stay a while and then float away. I feel like the only thing I have anymore are my thoughts. My mind feels like a safer place than the outside world. With (gasp!) people?! Sometimes it … Continue reading

“Lay me down. Let the only sound. Be the overflow”

“That’s what the water gave us So lay me down Let the only sound Be the overflow Pockets full of stones Lay me down Let the only sound Be the overflow” -What The Water Gave Me by Florence and the Machine #np: Florence & The Machine, Mac Miller, Coldplay I’ve been in it lately, thinking … Continue reading

“The train is riding, down to the station where you lived…”

“When we were school kids” -My Body by Young the Giant #np: A Tribe Called Quest, Cults, Young the Giant, Mumford & Sons Officially declared my major yesterday. Then sat at a coffee shop for an hour, just to think. Went and saw the documentary for A Tribe Called Quest. They’re an amazing hip-hip/rap group … Continue reading

Musings on Age: Aging Gracefully

I was talking with my roommate, J the other day. “Sometimes I wish I was thirty already,” I told her. “Me too!” she had exclaimed. Colour me shocked. Who in their right mind actually wants to be… ‘old’? Growing up in our culture, society puts such an emphasis on age. Being young is the best … Continue reading

“Well we all get strange. And we know it. But we’re cool with it”

“Well we all get strange And we know it But we’re cool with it And we all get a little bit older In this day and age But we deal with it Shaking with a fire burning deep inside Still the politicians they never listen Blood money was a sound I didn’t care to hear … Continue reading

“I don’t wanna work forever, I just wanna sleep forever”

“I just want to sleep forever Never see tomorrow Or lead or follow I don’t want to work forever Know what I know Or beg or borrow” – Sleep Forever by Portugal. The Man #np: Portugal. The Man, Anberlin No matter how far I run away, I can never get away from myself. It’s one … Continue reading

“Are you hiding secrets from me?”

“Is there more to this life that I can’t see? What will I find out over time? Waiting for the moment to arrive. Why are you lying there? What Are you hiding there? Hide away, why do you hide away from me? Hide yourself, why do you hide your face from me? I’m the only … Continue reading

“A white blank page; and a swelling rage”

Sometimes I wonder about if my other blogs become popular that people I know might find this blog.. I don’t mind strangers reading about all of this, but there’s a reason why I blog under a different name. I don’t know. Anyways, I tried sleeping; didn’t really work. But I am in a better mood … Continue reading