a matter of imaginary formalities; make a good impression

seconds, minutes, days tick by and it seems as if things are getting better and worse all at once
had an appt with a therapist yesterday morning
kind of put me in a funk for the rest of the day
having someone else confirm what i’ve suspected all along is a hard truth to bear

i’m feeling optimistic though
everything is always temporary;
the only thing constant in the universe is that everything keeps changing

there’s only lessons to be learned with failures, no need to get attached to that word
sometimes i forget to just BE,
instead of basing my opinion about myself on what i DO

there’s a lot i want to accomplish and i can’t get overwhelmed
or start thinking about what i think i should get done right this second
i need to learn to be more patient with myself
and focus on one thing at a time
i always forget that i just need to take things one day at a time

i don’t work at h&m this weekend. and it feels so nice to be free.
i don’t know how much longer i can take working there
it’s just too much when it’s not even related to any of my career goals

here’s to believing that the universe always gives you what you need, not necessarily what you want



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