Cause They’re Calling, Calling, Calling me home

Sometimes I wish I didn’t think so much, haha N and I are fine Great, actually; we’re going to see a movie tomorrow :) I’m really excited It’s really crazy how things work out I have the utmost faith in the universe And it’s really amazing how it never lets me down I understand that … Continue reading

You Love the People Who Love You

And then comes the day when he doesn’t text back He’s busy; it’s not you All lies; you know this game Cause you play it well It just hurts when you’re the one it’s turned against But you handle it like you do And you know it isn’t the end Just pack up, move on … Continue reading

Have Some Composure, Where Is Your Posture?

“You’re pulling the trigger, pulling the trigger all wrong Give me envy, Give me malice, Give me your attention” -Panic! At The Disco (Time To Dance) Brings a whole new meaning to “shotgun wedding” Listening to this song makes me want to re-read Invisible Monsters That book changed my life And I’m looking for more … Continue reading

The Weatherman Lied, It’s Just a Duststorm

The universe always asks me, what do you want? I never know the answer, but I know it already knows. It’s just waiting for me to discover it for myself. I’m still sick, but feeling a bit better. At least, better enough to think clearly. I have been thinking about everything lately. I feel like … Continue reading

Knock Knock

“If this house is a rockin‘, don‘t bother knockin‘, come on in.” Still sick. Still can’t think straight. But it doesn’t stop my mind from trying. N mentioned twice about us hanging out yesterday, when I’m not sick. So I guess that’s going well. I woke up today and I can’t stop thinking about how … Continue reading

Underneath the Stars

So Monday I woke up sick and had a fever that day. Slept most of the day. Tuesday, felt better. Wednesday, my interview went well & I went shopping with the roomie :) And today, I feel like shit. I don’t know if boy likes me or not. Maybe he does, but it’s easier to … Continue reading

Why are you such a phantom?

God, I’m gorgeous when I get nosebleeds… Not. Anyways, came home yesterday. It’s insane how my parents can get on my nerves in such short time. This is the exact reason why I’m not living at home this summer. Fuck their shit. “when I’m alone with you, you make me feel, you make me feel…” … Continue reading

We are a hurricane & you’ll dance to anything;

It was always you.. Falling for me Now there’s always time.. Calling for me -Panic at the Disco (Always) Partied a little last night My boy came and hung out. It was fun. Started at a friend’s apartment and then met up at a party later I’m really glad I got to hang out with … Continue reading

It’s lonely at the top….

And the bottom. Sometimes I wish I could get away. Social expectations are sometimes too much. I’m not that into partying right now. I just want to be left alone. Why do I feel the need to be around people to feel normal? Why can’t I be okay not hanging out all the time? Frustrated … Continue reading

with time comes clarity… what’s it all about?

sifting through the mess that is my life. finally decided: business & marketing, journalism (new media studies), english(this could change to french) and a minor in fashion studies but, for now, I have more hope for the future. everything’s at my feet and i just have to pick what to do first. N is probably … Continue reading